tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-131344902011-04-21T18:11:39.525-07:00Hey.I'm new here so i hope i can get some help later if i need any.Anyway I'm good in writing stories especially.I'm not bad at writing news especially to commen on football updates because I'm a big fan of football-EPL mostly.I'll write something interesting in the time to come so that all of you can enjoy reading my stories.All right?I'll see you all.Take care.Jc_EPLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14181407253778305106noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13134490.post-1162652181961442042006-11-04T06:40:00.000-08:002006-11-04T06:56:21.973-08:00Ok, so the reason I'm writing this blog is because of several reasons but mainly because I'm bored. Other than that, is because I have so much confusion and frustration that I need to let out-here. Not that I don't have anyone to express my feelings to or anything, it's just tha sometimes it's better not to talk so much, which actually something I'm good at.(I'm a big talker!).<br />Anyway, my personal problems is not my main concern, well it is but I'm not the type of person who goes, "My life is different than yours. I'm showered with problems." I mean, I'm not all about my problems but I'm just concerned that my problems will cause me depression sometime later.<br />People often come up to me and say, "You're always smiling" or "Why you're always so ceria?"; that's how I am. A happy-go-lucky girl. I don't go around and being so sad, never smile and stuffs like that, cause I think that's pathetic. Some people want to do that to 'invite' attention and all. What a low thing to do.<br />Actually, I have lots of thing to write, but I wish to spend my next 95 minutes on my favourite movie on HBO. Hence, I'm going to stop here. Expect more of me yeah?Lol. This is just a simple introduction. This site will be my diary from now on. Peace~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13134490-116265218196144204?l=jcstory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jc_EPLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14181407253778305106noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13134490.post-1117024813105102712005-05-25T20:01:00.000-07:002005-05-27T02:38:15.846-07:00I believe everyone has something they're not satisfied with in their lives.Something that somehow does not reach beyond their satisfaction.Something that is missing.The same thing goes with me.I've been waiting for some miracle to happen but anyhow it does not.I thought that my life was going to be filled with happiness,joy and laughter but i guess that my hopes are going to be homed in a trash when all i get is sadness.I don't know what have i done wrong until i deserved to have this kind of treatment.<br />Why is it so hard for my own family to trust me?I am no stranger but their own child.There must a problem in everything that I do but there won't be any if my other siblings complete any task.For example,if my parents ask me to do something, they must send someone to watch me over.Like,when my sister wants to hang out with her friends at the mall or anywhere,my mom will say "Yeah,sure.Have fun".When it comes to my turn,I will get a different reply-"Oh,I'll send your sister with you".It's just so hard for me to have some fun with my friends,not even once.I get the same reply again and again.I'm not a 12-year-old girl anymore.I'm old enough to have some time off with my buddies.Isn't that right?Am I still going to be watched at 21?<br />Some of the bad things that have had happened to me maybe are one of the millions reasons that lead to the thoughts of not leaving me doing a thing by myself.There was once where the computer at my house broke down into a really worst condition and it just turned out that i was the last person to play it.So of course i was the one to be blamed and believe me,there are lots of other worse things that happened to me actually.You see,I've been loving them for whole my life expecting NOTHING in return just for them to have a little faith in me.<br />To top it all,there is my sister.There are times where i really LOVE my sis but the whole concept of her trying to change and control me makes me want to vomit everytime I look at her face.Whatever i wear is not right.AT ALL.When I'm going out somewhere,she will say "Nope.You can't wear that".It's only T-shirt and jeans for God sake!!I don't give a damn how I look like in my clothes but what i do care is that what i wear represents my personality.The way I am.Sometimes I have to change because my mom,once again is with her.Why someone has to be changed?Can't anyone face the fact that the way someone is,is what the person is;what the person wants to be.You don't have to change someone just because you are not satisfied with what you see.Hey,what you see is what you get!<br />So i guess I'm still trying to understand where am i standing now.Where do i actually belong?.I'll be lying if I say that I'm really happy with my life and I want to continue my journey towards the end of my road but there are times where I want to be someone else,that I want to end my life right at this moment due to my family's treatment towards me.Well, I guess they won't get to see the blood and tears behind the curtain I've rised.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13134490-111702481310510271?l=jcstory.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Jc_EPLhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14181407253778305106noreply@blogger.com2